Uber Relieved

There are true friends out there after all. I had kept something from my Bestie, and it ate and ate at me not telling her for fear that she would leave my side. I have been crapped on and treated like dirt by everyone in my life, including my own family, and Dude, I was uber scared that she would leave my side that I never told her. Finally, tonight, I couldn't stand it anymore and I told her. I told her that I was so scared that she would leave me that I couldn't bring myself to say anything. After I told her what Iwas keeping from her, I said "You might be mad because I didn't tell you, but at this point I would rather you be disappointed and know about it, then find out years from now and leave my side because I never told you." She told me that she loved me too much to break up with me over that, and besides what I kept from her didn't bother her in the least.

But you know something? I am going to be uber guilty because I kept something from my Bestie. That is the worse part. I will feel guilty for a really long time over this, but now I no longer get bothered by the fact that I have kept a secret from her.